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The origins · 1959 — 1971

CasablancaWhere it all began

MOROCCO · AUBERGE OUNARA · THE WORN-OUT SHOES

« She walked sixteen kilometres a day.
With worn-out shoes.
Humming to herself. »

🌵 Jacqueline's Morocco — From Casablanca to exile — 1959 to 1971
The origin

Born under the Casablanca sun

She was born on 13 April 1959 in Casablanca. Daughter of a Sicilian-Corsican man and a Sephardic Jewish woman, Bibih Benisty, who died when Jacqueline was only six months old. Not a face. Not a voice. Not a single memory.

Just this absence, carried throughout her life, in silence, with a dignity that commanded respect.

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The sign read: Auberge Ounara, Mme Vve Peresini. Widow. The word was there, engraved on the facade, between the Martini and Motrix signs. Jacques had put everything into this place — his sweat, his Sicilian name, his war medals.

« She was perhaps five years old. She had already learned. »
— Chapter Two · The worn-out shoes
The white heat

Morocco in the sixties

Morocco in the 1960s was this — the white heat of Casablanca, the dust of the roads, the walls of the Auberge Ounara smelling of coffee and motor oil.

She walked sixteen kilometres a day to go to school. There and back. The worn-out shoes let in the earth, the stones, the heat of the Moroccan ground.

She walked anyway. And as she walked, she hummed.

« That is what is devastating. Not the horror of what was done to her. But the strength of what she chose to do afterwards. »

At nine years old, a wound that silence protected for too long. Jacqueline carried it her whole life. In her body. In her mind. Without ever making it a weapon, without ever making it an identity.

The exile

At twelve, alone on a boat

Jacqueline was twelve when Jacques was hospitalised in Briançon. She made the journey alone from Morocco to join him. A boat. A train. A cold and mountainous country she did not know.

A Christian family from Gap took her in. Solange and Raymond. For the first time in her life, a stable home, arms without ulterior motive, unconditional love.

« She knew, that evening at Solange and Raymond's, what it felt like to be held. »
— Chapter Two · The worn-out shoes
Milestones

The Moroccan years

1959Born in Casablanca. Bibih Benisty, her mother, disappears six months later. Jacques Peresini is left alone with the child.
1964Five years old. A little girl in a white dress, standing on a chair, looking straight at the lens. Calm. Already old for her age.
1968Nine years old. A wound carried in silence. Sixteen kilometres a day. Humming. Always humming.
1970Jacques remarries Zohra. One day, a pestle, blood. Zohra leaves the apartment. Jacques finds his daughter again.
1971Twelve years old. A boat from Casablanca to Marseille. The train to Gap. Exile. Solange and Raymond. A new world.
1991Returns to Morocco for the first time. Ounara. Her childhood friend. As if time had stood still.